Emotions...

I have the most down to earth friend in the universe "young bee tew fresh" she told me that she thinks I'm emotionally wrecked... That's just wrong yea, I felt really bad, buh she's tryna help in a funny way...... My life maybe imperfect buh I still try to have things going for me. I'm sooo scared of commitments, n the worst part is committing urself to the wrong guy.. It would break me.... I might not have the best plan yet, buh I defo have to come up with one before this year runs out.... Even my mother thinks I shuld get a boyfriend.... Buh a beg boy stress is too much, I'm young Maine, I have a lot going for me, don't want any person to kill my joy, the question is "am I really happy this way?" sometimes, I get lonely and bored, I wanna talk n den I find myself missing my up to no good ex boyfriend... *sigh* love has so many issues I kinda quit!!!!!!