fact or farce

kk,here i am on the 26Th of January,2011, this sunny Wednesday, looking closely at this sadness of a blog and i wonder why i even created it in the first place... i even sold myself out when i put his name!lol.. naw that's were the irony is.. i don't even remember how he looks or the way he smiles or even frowns... i dint force the "getting over" process.. it came naturally.. or maybe i duno hw it feels cos i haven't taken a second to even have the slightest glance at him since the last time we tried to have a decent conversation that wasn't about other girls or i was still in love with him, or i was the best girl that happened or even that i was carrying his gist.. wait sef... wat d hell do i even have to say bout him sef?..thinking bout it.. whenever i spoke about him, my friends probably thought i had given him my heart to eat with "efo riro".. anyways... i was caught up in the moments and did not think further dan those times.. this time last year, i was probably making up a speech to give to him so we could get back into the damn relationship! loool, looking back, it made me greater (stealing nicki minaj's line)... permit me to drift for a while buh i think NICKI MINAJ is very hot! i like her and i dnt mind having her kinda ass.... and maybe waist! #nohomo! loool... anyways, herz me signing out of the #santimode for almost eternity! lool (except wen necessary..) new me.. new stuffs! xx...