To the boy in the yellow shirt...

Boy in the yellow shirt....
I was in utter amazement when I saw u, on the 7th day of the 5th month in 2011..
Ur yellow t-shirt n shorts, with a cigarette, dancing to kondo part 2...
Memories rushing in my head like a tornado....
I felt cheated on, my emotions had done me strong thing...
It was all over till I saw u... But now, I jus wanna tell u a lot of things, things we might have even discussed before now...
I instantly began 2miss sharing my greatest joy with u... Music...
It kinda healed d pains u caused unknown 2u....
The boy in the yellow shirt, had and still has my heart...
We might never get the chance 2talk about this, becos all of a sudden I have developed pride and I cannot bring myself to admit that I still love u....
No matter what, I would never let u make me feel little of myself...
Like I am not good enough...#deep
Wen u went ahead and picked d whole world over me...
That boy in the yellow shirt kinda stole me away from the world, made me stronger and sometimes let my emotions rule me... Two odds taking charge of me....
Almost wrecked...
Totally confused...
Hopelessly in love....
That was my state of mind wen I saw the boy in the yellow shirt...
My life might change but u remain the "constant" in it..
I fell in love with the boy I saw in the white shirt and black pants, and I am still in love with the grown dude in the yellow t-shirt, checkered shorts and palm slippers...

life after death...

This post is dedicated to.... Karo, yewanie, ahmed, kenny and wene... I had u all in mind wen I was writing this... ℓ♥√e u guys! :*

The ones that suffer the pain the most r the ones u leave behind...
We all wish for soo many things, hoping and praying that this is all a joke...
But it really isn't...
Death even to the people who never met u, changes their lives...
U died and there is a revolution, relationships are either destroyed or better...
We never know the impact of death until u r gone...
I have never lost someone so close to me, but yet I feel and see the impact on the ones u leave behind..
Knowing that the next place u wuld meet is on the last day slowly kills them..
We sit and wonder. Asking why God dint try to take it away, because no matter how bad u whr, people would have loved u all the same. Even hitler was mourned...
All we ask for is God to take charge and make every crooked path straight, make us strong for the people who look up to us..
We would definitely meet again... We know u r resting in a better place called home... This world is indeed too unfresh for u to inhabit...
Rest in perfect peace...

enroute..... #Las-GiDi...

Crazy as it sounds this is the most unimaginable thing I've ever done (coming to abj) ... Can't think of anything mur 2write atm...... I am undeniably happy and I hope u feel d same way....
I would never wanna forfeit my year's happiness for jus a day's frivolity.... I kinda understand yhu a lil mur dan I did n wateva u want z cool.. It jus won't b soo 4ever..
I love yhu in my life too freaking much, and I don't care if we date or not!
I'm really not about sex n physical things xcpt that I love to kiss yhu.. X_x
I could go on and on bout this special kind of friendship loool
And most of all, yhur palava z my palava, wen ur happy I'm happy, wen ur sad it gets to me so try not to be!
I wanna be there for yhu! Kapish!!

enroute..... #Las-GiDi...

my obsession...

kk, i should let yhu kno, i was obsessed with my weight, tz crazy.. i really dont wanna be fat!!! *crying*
i called my sis up some weeks back, i was wailing and complaining about how i was adding soo much weight and she gave me some few tips:

- do not eat after 6pm

- drink plenty water

- eat healthy

- sit ups and skipping would do wonders

i tried for d first week, buh i am sooo bad at being consistent with the right things..
just last week, some boy dat has a very bad mouth called me an "orobo" in the middle of everyone embarrassed and made me feel soo bad about myself and instantly i gave up!!
I DON'T GIVE A HOOT IF I AM FAT! IF YoU HAVE A PROBLEM WITH IT, GO AND DIE!!!!
who the hell said, "orobo no sweet pass lepa?" abeg juh, we have flesh and u got something to hold! *wink*
i wanna be a mad figure 8 but if tz unachievable den tz al good! #shikena!!!
xx ms.pinkietee