my illusions!!!

ryt now im the only "josephine" on d planet!! my mind travels farther dan d speed of light!! i fink of tew many to evn noe exactli wats wrong.. i have bin left out not kicked away per say buh sumn close... n i have flt very unappreciated! i love yhu n all i get z nt evn up to quater of wat i give... i am the perfect example of "hit me once shame on yhu.. hit me twice, shame on meeee!" rilli dunno wat i want for my self in terms of a relationship buh definitly not all of these...