all on my head....

yhu kno how everyday, i actualli write those silly notes buh todai z sooo different! I gotta confess evryfng on my head...
first of all, how dyu have a boo that actually likes other girls and yhu r not comfortable buh yhu are comfortable! i dunno watz happening buh im scared dah im gon loose him and dah z sooooo not ryt!!! fink 'm goin crazyyyy!!!

then i fink most of my friends are jus frenz for mouth!! CAN ANYONE truly define friendsip!! t jus feels like we jus do friendship on d surface.. ne waiz i fink bout ma frenz n i hinestly fink dey r God's special gift to me dis year!!!! i love each and evry single one of 'em!!!! derz jus alot to sayyyyyyyy!!!!!!

btw i am rilli not a family person buh i try ma hardest!!! the closest i am to family z aunty cecilia!! ilove her soo very much.. yhu have no idea
i fink i shuld love ma pplz more buh gosh, t jus feels like dey have become soooooo backward!!! tz rilli annoyin dah dey never understand dat the world revolves!!!! and soo THINGS FREAKING CHANGE!!! yhu have no idea joor...

ne waiz i rilli wanna b angry mayb dis blog wuld anger me or sumn close and id charge up... bck to the case of the loverrrr
ever felt like yhur wasting yhur time wif this person??? like he ain't gewd enuff and yhu serzly nid a break?? buh i can't do alll these.. i AM IN LOVE WITH HIM.. yhu dont evn undastnd... t feels like i have bin hypnotised... trust me tz hard yhu dnt evn kno.... how can yhu kno sumone z quater to cheatting n yhu dnt give a flippin shit n sttill wanna b wif him... id be a fool to be with and id be a fool not to be with him... so either ways lemme jus b d fool!!!! hehe!
tz d angry gurl speaking!!!

mY yHu...

my yhu...

this feelin i can't explain,
dat wen yhur around me, I want yhu,
n wen yhur away from me i want yhu even more,
sumhow yhur presence completes me....

my yhu
this feelin i cant explain,
that i all i want is yhu
derz no contender to match this feelin,
or even a counterfeit of this feelin,
its yhu or no one else...
cos yhu make me better...

my yhu..
this feelin i cant explain,
that after 11months and 20daiz of being with yhu,
i still feel butterflies in my tummy wen yhu touch me,
my heart beats fast and slow wen yhu hold me..
yhur my KRYPTONITE....

this feelin i cnt explain...

delirious teezle
xx

jus for yhu....

one year and countin...

how it all started still amazes me..

one year and countin..

how we had in mind that it was rilli all about us...

one year and countin...

how plans and every other thind close to it was messed up 'cos if wat ppl had to say...

one year and countin...

how we began to lose the lil' trust we tried to build in like 4months..

one year and countin...

how we ovecame it and became stronger in the funniest way...

one year and countin...

how we becam two different ppl in d same relationship lukn for different fings...

one year and countin...

how we tried to make it work buh dere was lil' or no trust and tew many doubts..

one year and countin...

how we took the breakand afta a whyl we decided we had to work...

one year and countin..

how we tried effortlessly to make us work...

one year and countin...

how all of a sudden, we became inseperable..

its a year and i'm still countin!!!!

love yhu santi!!!

x